Dunia kolot

sometimes,
you feel like your world has come to the end,
you start to think what you have done

Everything seems so different to you,
your life is like in a mourning
You keep crying all night
and you start to move your own life all alone.

everyday,
you keep on pretending
that there's nothing wrong with your life,
even though your heart is broken
and it makes you becomes someone else

everyone around you keep on blaming
for what has happen
even though they don't even know anything about you

you keep on crying for something that is worthless,
there is no believe in yourself anymore
and you start seeing the world in a different view,
even you know the view is not so beautiful
but you keep on staring at it
with a hope that you can change it


you start on complaining and questioning
about your own life,about your fate
and sometimes you feel regret
for what you have done to your life.

friends are getting sick with your stories,
and you just keep on writing
but your heart still feel the same

you tried to carried out what you feel,
throw out what has been distracting your feeling.
bacause for you,
love is nothing,
love is lying,
love is sacrificing

now,
everyone is the same for you,
you can laugh,
and you can give a sweetest smile that you can
but your heart is dying.

after all that you have been through,
you start to fine someone
who you think that can make you happy
and make you forgot about your past.